If anyone reads this tell me
Mood:  loud
Now Playing: You are the wind beneath my wings
Topic: Bad and not so bad kids
My daughter is the light of my life. I am so happy to have such a wonderful child as my very own. I am always amazed by her as she learns ne things. My baby is a greenish blue eyed curly headed angel. She love to eat oatmeal for breakfast and wakes me up whispering in my ear that she is hungry. She never wants to sleep in her bed and climbs in my bed after her daddy goes off to work. She gets under my arm and pushes me off the bed. Some times I catch her and put her on the other side of the bed and by the time we get up she is on top of me. I love to see her beautiful face when I wake up. She hates to stay in the car when I run into the grocery, but if her daddy says she can go with him she is quick to leave me. I hope I have a good relationship like I had with my mom with her. She is almost four and I feel like it was yesterday that the nurse showed her to me for the first time. I hope that I never forget that moment as long as I live. I have dreams of my own that have been on the back burner and feel them growing as she is. My dreams include her now by my side forever. I can't wait for her to go to school for the beginning of my dreams and hopes for her. I know she is a good person and a beautiful soul is in her heart. My mom instilled good thoughts in me and I hope to carry on the favor to her. With the love of Jesus anything is possible and hope that she always carries him in her heart. I hope that I set a good example for her to follow as my mother did for me.

My Best Friend is having twins
Mood:  happy
Now Playing: wonderful world
Topic: Bad and not so bad kids
She found out she was pregnant and was wondering what to do. Well She went for an ultra sound and they said here is baby A and here is baby B. Oh my she said her mom started to cry and she felt like she had just found out she was pregnant again. She called me and I wasn't home, I got her message when I came home and called right away. I am so excited for her. She is such a good friend that I know she will be a good mom. God has truly blessed her and her fiance. They are the best of friends. I hope that they will call me if they need help. I love them so much and am so happy for them. If yall read this I hope you know that I am very thankful to God for friends like you. I might not have made it without you all.

jelousy is a bitch
Mood:  irritated
Now Playing: when a man loves a woman
Topic: Love of life
Any one ever have a boyfriend that thinks you are cheating on him. But your not. How come they can't just chill out for a while. I love to chat on the internet and meet new people. He gets so mad that he left the other night. I would be disappointed if he had stayed gone but I wasn't by all means going to beg him to come back. I have been in some crazy relationships before and have learned you can not control anyone. I told him that he was trying to control me and it wasn't going to work. I am not going anywhere. He is all I have for my support right now. I talk to many people on the net but he doesn't get that they are only thier to talk to and learn from. I get why he is so irritated but he needs to control himself before he controls me. I do love him but I don't love the controling part. I will work on him. If you have any advice please let me know. If you need a friend on your buddy list in yahoo put me down. I am always logged on unless I am sleeping. jessicaagriffith@yahoo.com